addicted to
i'm not here to win
i'm here to leave a legacy
it's the passion that drives you
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection
tagboard ;
guestbook
7.30am- wake up, sit at my desk and stare at giant pile of notes/ files/ books
8.00am- b'fast
8.15am- start work!/ go to secret hide-out to study
work
work
work with like 2 toilet breaks in btwn cos i keep getting my bladder full from drinking all that water (has become 2nd nature to hydrate no matter what hahah)
noon- lunch! woohoo
post lunch- feeling sleepy from rush of blood to stomach
find my way to school/ secret hide-out to study
8pm- head home/ go out for dinner with family.
post dinner- stare at tv/ occupy myself with meaningless things like checking EMB/ ISP/ facebook/ blogsurfing
haha life is so pleasant now isn't it. came home from the airport not too long ago. post dinner activities are getting longer and longer :( hopefully i'll be able to start putting in more hours after dinner. hahah. i love mugging. this is when my ability to obsess over things for long hours comes in handy. so hurray for all the 3 plus hr training sessions i used to have, and whatever athletic activities that might have helped..
today was really fun cos during lunch break i took a bus ride down to magazine road to submit my report. haha. the bus ride was really fun. ahhaha. sounds stupid but i get a thrill out of taking the bus/ train. cos to everyone else it seems so normal .. like they just board/ alight and press the button .. it's daily routine for them. so i feel really out of place in the bus hahaha. (ok i may sound weird now cos i'm really tired) yes but it's fun! was like a sightseeing trip.. and pressing the bell is the best part :D it's always the best part. hahaha. i had a horrible time trying to find the office cos the units are numbered in a REALLY WEIRD way. seriously. haha. like how entrance to unit number #03-03 was on the ground level. and entrance to #03-02 was nowhere near entrance to the former and instead was on the other side of the building?! anyways. i was a frazzled mess when i submitted the stuff and sounded very uneasy when the dude was asking me questions. bad first impression. i was virtually stuttering i think.
OK YAY SO MUMMY AND TERRY ARE BACK. haha. terry's always working and looking awfully stressed i wish i could do more to cheer him up. sad to think that the frequency of our interaction is inversely proportional to time elapsed. (physics makes me think in terms of something-t graphs)
I NEED TO SLEEP I AM SO TIRED BUT THERE IS SO MUCH WORK TO BE DONE:( i am tireddddd!